Thursday, February 3, 2011

i hate crying

I hate crying at work. And coworkers overhearing me crying at work.

I’m so over this deployment.

I don’t want to make a big decision right this very moment, I want to think about it.

But no, I can’t. Why? Because it’s the Army and they want their answer now.

I also hate that I’m about to start my period, which makes everything SO much worse. And the crying non-stoppable.

I also fucking hate that I spilled boiling water on my dumb hand this morning.

Is this all over yet?

1 comment:

  1. my heart is with you!! since i was put on anit-anxiety, I haven't cried like I usually do. Maybe that will be able to help you! ;)